i was doing my blogshop stuff
and suddenly i have the urge to blog
because i just realised i haven been blogging for quite some time.

it's the idon'tknowhowmanyweeksofschool.
at one point of time, everything took a change and got better
but suddenly, it took a bad turn and everything came crashing down again.
i thought i survived through all the shit and i finally found peace
but never i expect it was actually the calm before the storm.

others never understand, and even they do,
they know the least and never will they know how it really feels.

i was doing my schedule, and found out that i have 7more weeks remaining.
and is hard going through all this shit.
i never wanna pray that it will get better;
because i'm afraid that it will get worst than it can really be.

Friday used to be the day i'm looking forward to.
but after every project status review meeting every friday, things got heavier.

i don't know, but i'm perhaps too tired to say anything more.