beautiful promise

Thursday, May 27, 2010 / 10:52 PM

French writing and listening test is finally over
i was so freaking paranoid before the quiz,
halfway through the listening, i feel so confused,
i so afraid that i will mix french and english up.
but thank god, everything is over.

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i had Apel yesterday and my care-person gave us a paper with a quote on it
"True love waits and cultivates"
and straight away it makes me think of bean spout [dao gay].
from green bean, you wait and it cultivate into bean spouts;
the care-person continue with premarital sex.

i was talking to my dad that my care-person was talking to the class about,'
and he said "Guys use love to buy sex; Girls use sex to buy love"
i always thought that somehow it is true.

and true love in my age seems abit too far,
it makes me think that "so what you meet the right one now, is not that you gonna get marry now"
so i'm never bother whether is he the right one for me,
because things are not at that stage that we can give verdict to;
i think the rather important one is that your husband is the right one at the end of the day, not your boyfriend for now that is the right one,
marriage seems too early to talk about for now;
honestly, which guy would wanna get marry before getting enough fun?
well, you may say that there is good guys around,
but frankly speaking. how many good guys are there left?
they are either someone else or ***; who knows !?