beautiful promise

Saturday, August 22, 2009 / 9:19 PM

i was thinking ...
"ïf i pass the mock test, i don't wanna study for engfund"
and it was 2 days before the paper.
i made myself to do the engfund 08' main paper,
and i scored 25/100.
so i forced myself to do the revision.
and i did.

i somehow know how to do the main paper,
and have alittle of confidence that i will pass.
hopefully, i didnt pin my hopes too high for a just pass?

i lost the momentum to study for math paper
which is on the freaking Monday morning,
i just could sit still to do the past year papers :(

in the end, i didnt study much
but spend most of my time at doing feminine-secret.

and im feeling gulity now,
because mum said,
"if you fail, blame it on your feminine-secret and that money face of yours"
but i blame it on the period that makes me cant sit still to concentrate.