and it doesnt matter to me if i look like one ...
anyway , the 17 years old birthday doesnt seem exciting
to me as compared to last year's ...
i dunnoe why ,
but i supposed when people just grow older ,
birthday became calmer ...
birthday used to be a happy and exciting day ,
maybe because of the presents ...
and i just cant fell asleep because im simply too excited for it
but for yesterday ,
i fell asleep at 11 plus and the ringing of my phone doesnt seems to woke me up,
because i was plain tired ...
presents doesnt seems to appeal to me much anymore.
maybe because i have almost the things that i have needed
and den i realised , simple things atually meant much more ...
the effort that people takes to remember ,
and send you a text or comment you meant much more to me.
i seriously thank them for it
and i seriously meant it.
because i learnt that ,
if you are expecting something more,
and when you receive something which is far more then what you have hope and wanted,
the greater disappointment pours onto you.
but when you are not expecting anything,
everything that you received will be much more of a surprise :)
i think is okie to be late ,
because at least you took the effort to remember and do something about it :)
happy birthday to me and my friend :)
