because always remember , TEACHERS ARE NEVER WRONG and good kids should always listen to their teachers and follow wat they say , believe them , trust them , they wont harm u ... but IM NOT A GOOD KID

i didnt wan to impress u [gloria tan] by doin anything , i didnt even wanna make u like me in the bloody first place , and is just my fault tat my fcukin attitude is sooo bloody fcuked up , and makes u hate me or dislike me , and makes u feel like slappin me , IM FINE with it !!!!

pls in the bloody first place , WHO ? was the one who came into the class
and start to "diao" ppl
and start being "ah lian" and tellin others u r a "ah lian"
talkin so fcukin sarcastic and rude to the student
and have those fcuked up face , and make it as if the whole class own her a living or borrow millions and millions dollar from her and didnt pay up !!!
WHO ? was the one start not to give others "face" and want others to give u "face" ...
WHO ? is the one who talks to me and macham wanna fight with me , in another words tellin me tat u r also a "ah lian" and watsoever ?

thinkin tat im always going against u and thinkin tat i dun RESPECT u as my teacher , i was thinkin : "huh , did u even earn a respect from me" come in to the class and talk abt all the shit and wat "diao" and wanna show off u r also "ah lian" SERIOUSLY , i dun give a fcuk !!!!

with only 2 and a half hours A WEEK of lesson makes u think tat u REALLY understand each and every 34 student in the class ? u and all ur bull shit !!!! haha , u r wrong , it is just tat u noe and understand only the outside of everyone , NOT THE INSIDE !!!! and u r always the one who made FRIDAY CME and SE period a lecture lesson and shoutin at us , makin even the last day of the week a unpleasant one ,

calling us nut , empty in the head , talk big is NOT a way a teacher should ever say infront of the student ,
have u even heard azrina sayin us tat ? NO !
have u seen azrina coming into the class and show those fcuked up face ? NO !
have u heard azrina telling the class tat she hates to come into 4C1 ? NO !
have u ever heard azrina tat she is a "ah lian" and dun try to fool around with her ? NO ! NO ! NO !
have u seen any of azrina lesson to turn out to be urs ? NO !

which clearly show tat u have to reflect and not the student ....
and u r also the ONLY ONE tat doesnt appreciate me being the class chairman ...
and even DOUBT ME if i have the ability to have this position ...
and telling me tat i HAVE NOT DONE A GOOD JOB to maintain the class ...

if since u always think tat am not good to be the chairperson of the class ,u have all rights to change me , sack me off the position of the chairman and i mean SERIOUS BUSINESS !!!! i SERIOUSLY DUN MIND !!!

if u thinks tat u can be a better chairman den me , by all means , u can always come into class and take over all the stuff tat im doin , i will always welcome u with OPEN ARMS , in fact , i would GREATLY APPRECIATE if u can take over my position as the chairperson , WELCOME AND THANK YOU ....

you just dun fcukin understand my position and u also nv seem to see the effort i have been puttin in for all this while , to be very frank ,

i have NEVER enjoy being the chairperson ,
shoutin here and there ,
collectin forms ,
havin all the shit and lame excuses to hear ,
havin to bear all the rubbish comment ,
havin to meet all needs of all different teacher
and helpin them in all the ways i could , talkin to S&M abt everything and comin up with ways to try talkin to them , havin a smallest hope tat they could give me a little face , not much , JUST ABIT of face and try to be good durin lesson , and pls them tat they dun give the teachers trouble ...

i have nv claim any credit and didnt wanna claim any if doin all this , i just wanna help the teacher , the other student who seriously wanna study and also myself to have a more peaceful environment to study in ...

and both teachers are only seein the class for ONLY 2 and a half hour EVERY WEEK !!! but im seein the class from mornin , proper lesson starts at 8 to 2 every monday to friday ...

and u have each other to help durin this 2 and a half hour , BUT im only , me , myself in handlin all the shit all on my own ? is this ever fair ? havin every single thing to handle ,
from tellin the class not to change place , remain in their sit ,
tell them abt upcomin events ,
passin down meassages from SC , teachers ,
collectin form and IM ALSO THE ONE who always collect most of them , hand in before deadline to u
and remind u and the student abt not handlin the consent form ,
keepin class clean ,
doin the noticeboard ,
collect books and homework ,
inform the class abt everything tat im told to ,
arrange the tables and chair when exams are comin ,
return them the books from shelf when exams comin ,
class stand , class greet ,
ask them do duties ,
remind them to go here , go there ,
remind teachers to sign attendance book , write abt S&M conduct ,
report to mrs pong , or watever the name is abt the class ,
bein question abt why cannot on the air-con , why air-con kena con ,
carry out survey ,
plan for teachers day or watsoever event comin up ,
being the "BAD" person in everything ,
shoutin , screamin just to get everyone's attention ,
listen to all the teachers abt wat they have to say , work on it and get it done ,
gettin more responsibility when teachers are tellin me : "mavis , try to talk to them"

is only ONE MAVIS but there are thousand and thousand of things MAVIS need to do
isit abit tooo much just for me , alone to handle ?

im also a student takin "O" levels this year and next year , havin to prepare for class test , common test , exams ... so why do i have so much of responsibility to uphold just to allow everyone , includin the teachers to have a peaceful environment ,

pls lo , even the principal also dun have as much jobs as me ...

being frustrated abt those things i cant do , feelin sorry for those teachers , classmate bein involved when they cant concentrate in class because of some people , but is always those appreciation and encouragment those teachers gave me and makes me think tat : "uh , my effort is seen by others'' havin friends tellin me , "aiyo , why bother sooo much" , "relaxed'' , ''chill" .... makes me feel much more better ,

being into class is just always makes me feel tat im havin a war because there are many things and always different things happening in class , but wat more can i do ? im only a gal with a pair of ears to hear , eyes to see , hands to do as much as i can and only one mouth to talk , explain and explain to different teachers abt this , abt tat ,

and , im gettin really really really tired after everything happen today , from now onwards , i just get my attendance sign , dun comment too much , dun bother too much , and i will still get on with my life ... wat so of a big deal , for the best chairman , i think some other ppl deserve more den i does , basically is just lucky tat no other chairperson took part , and paulina wrote too well and is all luck tat i took the best chairperson award ...

maybe gloria tan and gan deserve to be the BEST TEACHER of the year , ppl start votin for them and they REALLY derseve for EVERY EFFORT they put in for the class ...

i didnt noe where to vent my anger , i told mummy all abt it , i actually dunnoe why but i just cried ... see ? im just a WEAK BITCH :)