tears can no longer be found on her except the bright smile she has on her face everyday :D because she cant find any reason tat why she shouldnt be happy :)

if crying can ever make her feel better , she hopes she really can cry things out loud , but things just seems impossible on her , simply because she counldnt find any tears in her to cry , the pain in her has numb her slowly and her senses die slowly , soon she became a girl who could never feel how love is ... ans she is finding every single things stupid now because she know tat they were never meant and no matter how much tears she cried for him for now and in the past , nothing can change the fact that he had left her ... annd is never easy to be brave to smile things away ........ for all she knows , everythings is starting to faded away , even the wonderful him , cause she doesnt feel that he is wonderful anymore ever since he choose to broke her heart and left her ... tears have dry , the saddness in her faded away and she has the bright smile on her face again :) thank god she thinks things throught ..... she is a little gal with a big smile on her face again and no one could ever she her tear !