first paper today and i knew i did it like shit , i dun even understand wat the freakin chinese paper is askin me and i rush it throught with watever shit i have in my sleepy brain and i wanted to cut my hair but the aunty is not in and i only allow her to ever to cut my hair !! i dunnoe why but i just love cuttin hair and although it does look any different in anyway and another , i just love the feelin of cuttin hair and i swear im gonna pop by at the aunty to check if she is in i hate the way i have to take bus home alone is sooo freakin bored ah , tuition later makes me feel sooo sick because i just hate being alone and talk to those tat i doesnt like and just actin to go along , is sooo freakin fake and i knew i cant skip my tuition because daddy will kill mei dunnoe why am feelin sooo restless and dead isit because of my PERIOD ? and i was also shocked to receive mr fong's message in friendster and it makes me miss him soooo much .... sometimes even i cross ur mind for a second , im happy enought because at least u though of me but ......