hey !!! im feelin dam uncomfortable ah ... im like havin rashes at my neck ... i think is because of the necklaces tat i wore ? i dun noe ... my aunty is funny - she said tat the necklace have somehow of curse in it ... and simply because i suddenly have rashes after wearin it ... hmmm i think im sensitive to the necklace which i find it so funny ... im not retarded or wat which find little thing like this funny but when i wear it in the past ... i dun have such a problem nehx ... while i dun think tat he is tat mean to curse me ba ... afterall we are like lover onces ? i dun noe whether he feels tat but im sure to have love him in my life once and i truly love him with all my heart ... i swear ... but nvm ... anyway is like in the past ? dun rack out the past ... afterall it hurts ... but im not feelin the hurts now ... which is something great ... dun u ppl think soo ? i dun noe ... at least i put things aside and moved on ... not doin all the silly things like thinkin over him , misses him , sit by my phone waitin for his calls , waitin for his sms (which is so impossible) , talk to my friends and if were to come across his name and i will suddenly stop and cried ... cried myself to sleep and forever look so dead ... well ... im sure all the situation sound very familiar in those drama , movies and to those ppl who fall out of love ? haha ... lookin back to those things ... i cant help but to laugh and i seriously find myself stupid to ever did tat ... maybe tat is part of life ? i dun noe ... but seriously ah ... nothing much to complaint but he is truly a nice guy in the process of our relationship which i think i should comment abt and he is nice ah , he treats me well but maybe sometimes im askin abit more from wat he is able to give me ... there is sure to have quarrels and little fights between us (anyway which couple dun) and the tears i cried over after everything afraid of him leavin me ... and plenty more ... haha ... so i seriously dun need anymore things like these anymore ... because i have enough love from my family , friends like lye yee , myron ... etc and also SOLERO ... so wat is there to say ... haha ... well think im too carried away le ... haha

lets talk abt something else ... omg i think tat if new year is gonna carried on for another 1 week ... i will sure to be sick , sufferin from cough , sore throat , ulcer and i will grow fatter i think ... come on lo ... i sit in front of the mahjong table and play mahjong ... my handa may be busy but same goes to my mouth ... im forever with something in my month for this 2 days ... wawawa .. den im like crazy or wat ... i will like have a suddenly crave on something to eat ... like ICE CREAMS AND CHOCOLATE ... haha ... i have like no voice since frieday afternoon ... and my granny said is all because i had nasi lemak for the whole week of last week ... simply because there is a pasa malam under my block ... and im forever so lazy to get over to buy food so i rather eat the same thing for the whole week ... it looks like a routine ... because is standard tat till the aunties sellin me the food noe abt it ... i will sure to have nasi lemak , fishballs , sausage and guava ... haha ... is so standard lo ... and i dun feel tired at all although i had all the same thing for a week ... just like the way i always love ice cream and chocolate ... haha

oh ya ... i was like very bored after makan so i came online and had been like lookin around and i found ms teo de blog ... hey i read it and i find it heartwarmin ? i dun noe wat should or how should i describe the feelin but is kinda glad ... simply because she enjoy teachin 4c1 maths although some of us maybe sleepin while she is teachin and most important she likes the cards or paper (anything u can name it) tat we did for her ... the card i did and the little boi and gals lye yee drew to represent everyone in our math class and a paper full of our classmates greetin and wishes ... haha ... oh ya im kinda pissed with myself ... i wanna like change my blogskin but i just cant find a one tat i really like except this one which im usin now ... so im thinkin whether should i change ? i dun noe ... can kind soul to give and suggestion ant this ??? haha ... well im gonna stop here so i can concentrate on lookin for a blogskin ba ... bye ppl