beautiful promise

Sunday, February 25, 2007 / 9:20 PM

i have a question !!! why everytime i wanna see my blog and it always makes my computer hang while i dun have any problem while reading others blog nehx ... arghhhh ... oh ya ... i forget ... yesterday i dun noe why but i asked ly a very weird de question ... i asked her wat if i see *him* in orchard ? as wat everyone noe singapore is super small ... haha ... den she told me " actually .... u should ask urself " den i was like oh ya ... so i asked myself back the same question ... wat will i do or how will i react when i really see *him* ? will i like ...
1) omg ,,, faster run away ?
2) huh ? just act like nv see ?
3) faster hide sia ... dun let him see me ?
4) see him le den smile and den just continue doin watever im doin ?
5) see him le den say hi ?
these were the questions tat i have been asking myself since i saw a guy tat i dun noe and makes me think of wat if i really see *him* ? oh yap ... i also ask myself ... wat will i do or react if i saw *him* holdin another gals hand ? will i like ...
1) omg he has a gf le ?
2) act like i nv see anything and i noe tat actually im bleedin in my heart ?
3) walk away , act like nothing happen or act cool den go home and cry ?
4) have the suprise look at my face and have no feelin towards it ?
5) cry on the spot ?
omg these are my thoughts , question , answers tat have been runnin in my head suddenly with no reason ... i dun understand tat why things have been over for sooo long but with no reason , i will have such funny funny question being asked deep inside me ? and why certain songs will lead me to those memories ... which i promised to keep inside me and nv dig them out ... see im facin a problem now ... which sometimes make me hate myself for it ... isnt tat i actually runnin away from all these thoughts question and answer ? i really dun noe ... things seems to be pissin me off ... arghhhhh ... well i really dun noe so i shall get some sleep and not to think abt so much ... haha ...