beautiful promise

to jacqueline

Saturday, January 6, 2007 / 6:59 PM

oh thanks jacqueline ... maybe i shall not be a busybody in u guys de friendship problem ... or i dun have the rite to simply comment anything much regardin this ... and i dun mean u r the leader of the gals but simply a term to define u ... as u r simply like the "older sister" among the gals ... so i think u simply get me wrong ... for wat i meant or maybe i did not explain myself well so u got me misunderstood ... i shall say a sorry here ... ya maybe it is bein unfair by bloggin the way i say abt daphne , irene and susanna as from wat i see ... i shall apologise for tat ... but i thefore cannot comment much abt it in front of their face ... i nv dislike them ... so there is no need for me to tell them to their faces ... and i agree of wat u say ... indeed they are nice gal ... but is the way they present themselves tat makes me put tat judgment ... ya ... im in the wrong to comment abt them tat way ... so i'm sorry ... true enough , maybe they cant join both parties at the same time ... and wat i really wan u to noe is tat i have nv betrayed u at all ... u told me tat u like shaun in sec 1 and i onli told pei ling for all i noe ... as u were also kinda close with her at tat time too ... i nv told timothy things abt u ... and it makes me wonder why he knew abt this and told u tat is me the one who told him or even the whole class ? ... so i was like bein accrused for tellin things i nv ever told ... and abt how the whole class noe abt this ... i really dun noe ... for all i noe ... i only told pei ling abt it ... so from the very start ... it wasnt me tat tell things out ... so i wonder why till today , you still think tat im simply the one who told the class tat u like shaun ... when im not ... is okie ... things have passed for soo long ... it does not really matter to be whether u think i betray u or not ... cause u have already think tat i am the one ... and im not the one who make u and shaun together ... simply u guys are fated ... all i could remember was shaun askin me hw to jio u ... for all tat i could remember ... nvm ... dun get me wrong again ... im not here to gain any credit ... just doin my part of answerin a question tat he asked ... and abt the friendster blog ... i wasnt talkin abt u ... i meant my friend who i quarrel with ... so i decided to blog it out ... so i wasnt referin to u ... abt tat blog ... lye yee even called me to ask if is her tat i was talkin abt ... so things is simple ... im not referin to anyone of u ... so i wonder wat makes u think tat im referin to u ... unless ... similar things took place to u too or maybe u thinks tat it may sound like u ... abt tat ... i really dun noe ... all i noe is tat ... i was dam pissed off with my friend who is doin such a thing behind me so i decided to blog it out at friendster ... and i deleted the blog not because tat im gulity or wat ... but is tat she explain things to me so i thought of deletin it away ...

maybe is just a matter of time for things to work out for u and lye yee ... so i shall not comment abt it anymore ... for wat i said in my previous blog is how i feel abt it ... and i may meant too serious tat u may missunderstand wat i really meant ... for tat ... all i could do now is only say tat im sorry for bein unfair in the way i say abt them ... and i noe how u feel abt wat i say in tat blog ... sinply because they are ur friend ... if u still have anything tat u simply dun understand ... i really dun mind tat u can really tells things out with me ... maybe i will explain for wat i really mean ... but i will not defend myself for wat i already said ... so things will not be misunderstood ... anyway thanks for tellin me tat im actually bein unfair for wat i say ... which at tat point ... all i felt was unfair for lye yee ... so i may sound tat way ... haha ... thanks for tellin me and if any hurt are bein caused in it ... i'm really sorry

and if u still dun understand for wat i said ... i dun mind u comin to me to ask ...