beautiful promise

I MISS YOU ...

Tuesday, January 2, 2007 / 1:08 PM

omg ... it is only like a day before i last touch my keyboard to blog but is like everything in my blog is almost gone !!! like some entries i wrote is dun noe where now ... omg !!! wat's goin on ... can some blog pro tell me ... or simply someone log into my account and did those rubbish !!! it is the second day of the new year and im simply havin a headache on my blog ... things was simply FINE since yesterday except the stupid cbox thingy ... as i have said yesterday , it seems tat it have legs to walk or run away or even wings to fly away ... haha ... sianz !!! tmw sc reopen liao ... wa so fast sia ... i haven even enjoy very much durin my holidays den now gonna sch reopen liao ... even ite , poly , have another week to enjoy !!! i wan tat 1 week too !!! i dun really feel like goin back to sch simply because my dearest friend is back to taiwan !!! huh so sianz lo ... like tat life in sch will be bored to death ... because she is simply a very noisy gal with lots and lots of complaints to make ... haha ... and she is also talk alot ... so if there is her around ... tat is never a quiet moment ... but simply i just love tat ... i DISLIKE quiet !!! and without her around with me walkin to classroom together , talkin loudly , laughin loudly , goin to toilets together when there is a break in between lessons , eatin together at canteen , tellin each other how our dates were durin the holidays or weekend and she wakin me up durin lesson ... everythin everythin ... it is simply too much for me to remember ... i will be bored to death !!! i simply missed her alot ... hope she can always be there for me ... as i always tell her wat happen to me ... things and small secrets we shared ... i will only be a lonely gal ... although we may not known each other for a very long period of time ... she is always the ONLY ONE tat allows me to talk to her abt everything abt me tat happens and she would be the first one if im not wrong ... but these little thing we used to do together are now only a memories tat can only be played in our minds as a film without sound ... althoughsometimes we may not agree with each other and may even quarrel ... but simply things just be forgotten after a few mins ... she always seems to noe everything abt me ... EVERYTHING i could ever went through or simply goin through ... she just noe ... without her around with me ... i was thinkin who can i ever tell ... i maybe a gal who may easily tell ppl things but i will never seems to tell the whole story .. it makes me feel uneasy without sayin everythin i wanna say ... i dun noe why but i simply just cant ... aiyo ... i dun noe how things will ever turn out without her ... it makes me sound like a les ... haha ... but simply i'm not ... haha ... she is just like another soul mate of mine ... a very good friend tat i will always remember !!!