beautiful promise

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Saturday, December 30, 2006 / 12:03 AM

oh well ... school holidays is gonna be soon be over like in 4 to 3 days time ? haha ... but im simply not gettin myself ready yet ... kinda holiday mood ... and most important , my holiday homework are still NOT DONE !!! my homeworks are simply rottin at home while i was enjoyin life over at my granny house ... life is simply like heaven man ... everything also dun need to worry ... i can sleep as late as i wan , wake up before luch is served , surf the net , eat , sleep , talk on the fone , watch tv . everything seems to be unlimited ... haha ... i was thinkin tat this feelin of livin in heaven was long lost and was finally been found , did not really have much time spend with my grandparents and my parents ... all i noe in the past was ... goin out with my love , lookin for friends at their workplace , workin , goin to shoppin centre , wa wa ... too much man , it became tat i neglected my dear family too much , too much ... time flies and things tat are not done , things to be done are too many , was wonderin whether will i be able to handle them well , manage my time well to those things which i haven do , and catch back the time tat i have lost . too much time was lost doin silly thing and thinkin abt those unnecessary things and people , and all i noe tat my memories seem to be fadin away , thos unhappy things seems to be forgotten or thrown to some outer space ... i could hardly remember them ... which i find tat is good caus ethere is no points remember those tat once hurt you aor hurttin you ... forget them all because they are simply BASTARds and BITChes for all i noe and care . dun wanna waste my effort and energy of rememberin wat those people did to me ... for all i noe .. thw world is round ... so wat goes round comes round !!! so is better not to betray those around you or even cheat their feelin cause you will never noe when will it come back !!! anyway i am not cursin those who betray or cheated on me ... but just a reminder to remind you ... and to tell those who wanna see me collapse , break down or anything else tat u could think of to see me die ... i just wanna let you noe tat ... i will never let you see the weaker side of me ... dun worry !!!

dun noe why suddenly feel tat this blog is full of hatred but this is wat i feel ... was thinkin tat i might think too much tat said tat ppl, might wanna see me collapse ... but is just a feelin tat ppl are waitin for this day to come ... i dun noe wat i did wrong to make you think or feel this way but if you dislike me ... tellin me straight to my fuckin face ... dun act like small kids in primary sch to pass any form of message ... pls i dun play along with tat ...