i was doing my blogshop stuff
and suddenly i have the urge to blog
because i just realised i haven been blogging for quite some time.

it's the idon'tknowhowmanyweeksofschool.
at one point of time, everything took a change and got better
but suddenly, it took a bad turn and everything came crashing down again.
i thought i survived through all the shit and i finally found peace
but never i expect it was actually the calm before the storm.

others never understand, and even they do,
they know the least and never will they know how it really feels.

i was doing my schedule, and found out that i have 7more weeks remaining.
and is hard going through all this shit.
i never wanna pray that it will get better;
because i'm afraid that it will get worst than it can really be.

Friday used to be the day i'm looking forward to.
but after every project status review meeting every friday, things got heavier.

i don't know, but i'm perhaps too tired to say anything more.

23 June;

went to Tanjong Pagar Train Station and book a ticket to Malaysia;
by train to Malaysia, only a few hours trip
but is a rather different experiences though

we met a Japanese Man at the station and
for the whole trip to Malaysia, he was together with us.

we only spend afew hours in malaysia,
actually the whole purpose is not about going Malaysia,
is of taking the train :)

took tons of photo.
but i'm just lazy to upload all.
hahahahahaha

is the last week of the 2weeks break.
and sweet enough, i'm sick.
seriously! thanks for that.

did i mention i chop off 1.5inch of my hair?

actually nothing much with the 2weeks break,
i just met up and catch up with my friends then stay at home and rot :)

i watch All My Love, and the song is so freaking nice!!!

school was a total hell for me,
i used to love friday alot.
but ever since i have progress meeting on every friday morning to report about our project.
friday became a total hell.

i swear millions of my brain cells are killed
everytime i have meeting with WS.
he NEVER understands, and what makes thing worst was that he NEVER listens.
well, he did listen, but NEVER allow you to finish what you wanna say.
its always a tedious job to communicate with him.

i've having a headache since yesterday
right after we met with WS to discuss about the project,
Damn it.
sleeping for hours today doesn't help.

now, i hoping them things are working well till Sept.
i'm praying.

i couldn't exactly remember when was the last time i blog.
i don't know if its a good thing that i didn't blog for this long.
but exactly because nothing real good or bad *touchwood* is happening.
because life is more like a routine that nothing else can break the cycle.

when life is more like a routine,
we tend to not see what exactly is happening around.
but when we spotted something totally out of the routine;
we pay so much attention on it.

like a cute shy boy i spotted in school :x
and it makes me laugh at myself everytime i see him;
i told my friends to look at him then tell them how cute and shy he is.
that makes me feels so dumb about myself.

3rd week of school,
everything is more like a routine now.
and everything is on track,

its all about...
doing project, waiting for breaks, lunch, attending meeting every week.

i attended tim ORD yesterday with sam,
had dinner with sam
then home sweet home.

talked to him on the phone till 1plus,
but i slept @ 2plus
and this morning, i woke up @ 10plus
to accompany my grandparents to the polling station.

i had afternoon nap,
and now, my whole family is still sitting in the living room,
waiting for the polling result.
they're more anxious about the polling result more than my Olevels result.
hahahahaha

first week of school is finally over.
god damn, it was really a bad week, not quite
but a hard week would better describe it.

not because i have tons of things to do,
but because i really have nothing to do.

9AM - 5.30PM with
break @ 10.15AM-10.30AM
lunch @ 12.30PM-1.30PM
break again @ 4.15PM-4.30PM

i'm given industrial project from ST,
and this is the first week but i've no idea what i'm supposed to do.

the first day, i was told to do ASP.NET
and the very next day, i was told to do java.
DAMN, its a total heaven to hell kinda feeling.
honestly, i have no interest for java nor jsp.

hopefully, i'm given ASP.NET to do after the meeting
was i think will be scheduled on wed.

I was plain bored;
Mason Tan was playing his facebook
and i drag him to photobooth with me.
i was being random.

to get me an iphone...

i resorted to facebook now to stay contactable;
and this is my only way.
because i've been telling people that i don't need one;
i've blogger, webs, twitter and msn.
but see!? msn fails me.

what a damn shit!

dinner @ Ikea yesterday with sam,
each of us had 15meatball and 3chicken.
my cheesecake is still in the fridge now.

school starts on Monday,
i'm abit reluctant of going back to school,
it starts@ 8.45AM.
ohmygod.

i couldn't remember when was the last time i blogged.
but anyway i don't think it matters.

i had a not-so-exciting-but-a-normal-routine week.

couch at the sofa and watch my drama.

go online- edit the pictures and post them up for sales; reply email.

pack the clothes and stuff them in the envelope then mail them.

met sam for dinner @ ThaiExpress and
chilled @ Starbuck then start gossiping about people,
from those we know, to the cars on the road,
to the people walking on the street.

that was all i could remember doing for the week :)
not a boring week, but a comfortable one.

i'm dead tired.
really tired.

have been in and out of the hospital for the past few days;
because grandma is admitted for lung infection.
thank goodness she may discharged on Monday.

i'm sick too :(
went to the doctor yesterday

@1130pm. i'm feeling nothing but bored.
i think i'm gonna sleep soon.
because i really have nothing better to do.

@1110pm, i'm a minute away from being missed by someone.
random, just a random saying that when you look at the clock and if its 1111,
it means that your're being missed by someone.

i went to Suntec IT Fair;
goodness, the crowd is ohmygod,
but i think its still not the worst.

so i got myself a new camera :)
say cheese.....
hahaha. i know i'm freaking out of my mind.

Today; i received 3 miss call from the school,
to inform me to attend a course on monday and tuesday,
i saw the timing and i go OHMYGOD.
its freaking 9am-5pm
puffffff. that goes my 2 days of holiday.

@923am, i'm blogging.
weird timing but is alright.
cause predict that i won't have the time to blog later.

Tuesday:
i met sam at bugis and we had movie- My ex.
a rather expected-gonna-happened horror movie.
not that kind of thai horror movie that i'm expecting the horror level to be.

had dinner @ the asian kitchen.
asean and asian.
i pronounce it as asean when i first saw it.
hahahahaha,
wat a dumb me.
the asian kitchen serve good food. Nice try :)

bused to suntec for the bao.
but it was almost sold out,
so we went back to starbuck to chill empty handed.

@4.42pm, i'm feeling so damn sleepy,
although i freaking woke up @ 10plus.

i have no plans for today,
just watching videos and lay around.

have to go back school tmw for some training,
and i totally have no clue what is about and how long is it.
wish me luck that i'll survive through.

when you never expect anything,
then you will never feel disappointed.

yesterday,

i went kbox with sam
and we had dinner and chilled @ nydc.
then sam came back home with me and slack @ my house.

Today,

i had lunch @ singapore flyer food trail.
the place makes me feel so back to the 70s'
nice and cool place to eat.

i had a bad flu but a good cry,
i can't remember when was the last time tears flows down like no one business.
i'm fine now. seriously.

i met sam and tim yesterday for din tai fung.
then we had movie- 127Hours,
i like the show although it gets abit boring halfway through,
and both of them almost fell asleep when i was so freaking concentrate on the movie.

then slack @ starbuck,
it was freaking crowded.
everyone is burying themselves under those books
while i sit there, enjoy my 2months holiday.

and i've plans to kbox next week :)
yeahhhhh...

i slept at freaking 3am this morning,
both dear friend of mine text and call me at freaking 10plus.
to tell me their plans for tomorrow.
ohmygod. thanks ah.